Seattle Blues #1: Don't be arrogant.

Since I believe that I am well-trained researcher compared to same-level-researcher who hold master's degree, and just got entered in doctoral course, I think I might be arrogant pretty much. I know I had a hard and intensive days in KAIST for two years, and got qualified knowledge and methodology for another two years in NNFC. But I can remind that I was not such intensive person in the very end of my Korean days, almost half of the years in 2017. 

Yesterday, I recognized that this is not a chemical engineering!!!!!!!!! It was totally BioE!! I could never understood the terms given in the lecture, particularly focused on protein folding, aggregation, and relevant topics. However, in contrast to me, my another group members were able to understand and even they could discuss with each other, without any trouble or hardships. Among four members, I even felt somewhat lonely.

Yeah. Finally I realized that I was very arrogant. Since I had multiple research experience, I unconsciously thought that I am better qualified PhD student.

But this is not the end, and I know this is the beginning. Sometimes God gives me the task that I need to experience and solve in order to advance myself. This is not a piece of frustration, which means that I will overcome this, and become more polite and modest.

It is a huge fortune for me to compete with these excellent and even crazy student scholars. I will grow, advance, and finally will make evolution in my mind. I love science and engineering in USA.